Category: Dreaming
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Wakened
Lying on the couch, supposedly finishing V.’s eulogy for tomorrow’s funeral, and fixing shoes, shirt, etc., but – instead – actually sleeping the evening away… well, I was sleepy all day, I didn’t get to bed until late last night then spent the whole day running around after students. H. called on my cel phone,…
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In the night
Amidst all this dim worrying and occasional working, and as the nights draw in, and everything transforms to winter – I keep thinking: I’m much more interested in my dreaming life, and sleeping, than I am in my waking life. This isn’t because I remember many of my dreams, nor because those have some powerful…
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Dream transformation
A dream, wherein a lesbian relationship which is undergoing changes has been transferred to someone else in my life (I won’t say more, as it would be embarrassing for the parties involved – it has, after all, nothing to do with the people who inhabit the waking world). I ask the older woman about the…
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Taproot
One finds roots in unexpected places. Perhaps the news is that my week of external living, of administration and people and students and responsibilities, has also sounded some deeper places, unexpectedly. The body of the dream is mostly forgotten – perhaps it’s summed up as a vacation that goes wrong – a room in a…
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On reflection
The formal articulation of so much mental garbage does tend to leave me thinking I’m being rather silly. I mean, you’d think that at my age I would remember that the best solution to being unproductive/unfulfilled/unexcited is just to get on with it. A dream this morning, clearly grown from my concerns of the past…
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Blur
In between yesterday’s mix of effectiveness and dilatoriness, and the future… and a long, intricate dream, which had me visiting a Los Angeles that turned into Hong Kong, trying to find my way to the northwest (which was, however, in the northeast), a large shopping mall, and casually talking to a German guy (who turned…
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Dreams II
Not yet asleep, his house, his bed, I breathe His skin, reshape my legs to fit his legs; But when I leave the waking dark to feel Another air, I’m faithless to this place: Dream buildings. See, they rise with radiant walls, Yet skeletally, fling steel bones from earth To air, float nets of brick…
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The hillside
‘And I fell asleep and had this dream’: after continuing to read about awareness, eternity, and timeless responses to tragedy or despair in the Upanishads and Buddhism and Taoism; after the last in a long chain of long days of meetings, tired of but not upset about so many things, and after some champagne (the…