Category: Illness
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Abandoning responsibility
No problems with my liver, and my blood counts were absurdly good (697 T-cells – literally the highest number I’ve ever had, in fifteen or more years of testing them), so the weakness I’ve experienced (plus all the usual gastro problems) the past two or three days must all be ‘transitional’ side effects. What’s been…
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Against junk; and a small panic
I’m bothered by the amount of junk in my life – by which I don’t mean anything that Bukowski or Burroughs would talk about – but more like what’s meant by junk mail, junk television… junk yard dogs. Well not exactly that last one, but you know what I’m saying. Over the years my reading…
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Missing a beat
Still weakened, woozy today. Hard to describe, really – like a slight illness, but not with feeling actually bad… felt better in the afternoon, fairly normal in the evening. All of which made a slight break in the cycle of thinking, second-guessing. As I am of course a rigid personality, some breakage in my cycle…
Paul Attinello 