Category: Imagined

A day of haze: last night my guts were grinding and exploding, from what I don't know, so I took a tiny pill of codeine phosphate – it worked, but as always it made me hazy, put me to sleep, and then this morning I was still groggy until afternoon. A day of confusion and…

Awake at 5 a.m., thinking of this possibility – this goal, this plan, this dream, this path, this vision, this fantasy – of becoming a Jungian analyst. It is still hard to tell which of those various things it is… but right now I'm thinking: probably a fantasy. I'll continue to check into it –…

Although I’m supposed to be working this weekend on the papers for a new degree program, and the woman I’m working with wants to know when we’ll be finished, I’m having an avoidant day – not disastrous, there’s a whole three-day weekend to figure out all this stuff. I still feel a bit guilty and…